Going Back

assalamualaikum..~

i'm coming home! i'm coming home! yabedabedu...~

frankly said, i didn't give a thought about going back to Penang..dear, it's my study week kot and even both my parent said it's okay to stay and study rather than i'm going back, no study, tired and then potpetpotpet here and there. yeah, its so me :p baik duduk bangi je.

but last minute, my friends said that there was a gap between my exam and my lovely kissm exam so, why don't i going back and have wonderful aidiladha there. for that reason now, here i am. kl sentral, my never-get-bored transportation. haha. after a few year without family in aidiladha so, here it come at the seriously great  end of the last semester. hehe. such a joy u know.

i hope i can study at least a few chapter. hopefully my adik-adik didn't try incited me in anything. your kakak want to focus la dey! i wish. i wish and i wish i can do that. 

p/s: someone said that she likes it when i write in English. yeah, i know my English is lil' bit mess up here and there but trying is just nice you know. :)

lebih baik diam.

assalamualaikum..~

saat bibir ini lelah untuk berkata
saat ini pula mulut ini diam tanpa kata..
saat bibir ini kelu untuk berbicara
saat ini pula ku harus diam
karna semua tak bisa di terima..

buat apa aku berbicara
bila kau tak bisa menerima
buat apa bibir ini menyapa
bila kau tak peduli dan hanya diam tanpa kata

selama ini aku menyapamu
itu karna aku sayang sama kamu
selama ini aku selalu berkata baik padamu
itu karna aku ingin mengerti kamu


tapi sekarang aku lebih baik diam
dan tak akan pernah mempedulikanmu lagi
itu karna aku sudah lelah
karna semua pengertian yang tulus yang kuberikan
tak pernah kau hargai sedikitpun.

by him



lebih baik diam tanpa kata, daripada banyak berbicara tanpa makna.